MAXINE CHERNOFF









Notes to Self

“Despite his moments of thralldom in. . . deepest Tunisia, Paul Klee refused to

give up the vocabulary of children’s art.” –Roger Shattuck



1.

He knew the names of flowers,

the gem-like words for things--

unlike most of nature,

which, as it instructs,

ceases to entertain



2.

Wegg’s leg became a doll

before cyber-punks were born

When they mapped the human genome

they found me lacking.  This can

also be said of the real vs. virtual realm



3.

A song of imperfection so lovely

as to defeat decadent aestheticism.

I saw it on TV.  Karaoke.

People moving their lips, a girl

whispering inside a shadow-box.



4.

He pushed his stomach

out of his mouth to eat: must be

a starfish, our tour guide said.

Kristeva writes, “I expel myself.

I spit myself out.”



5.

AM I GETTING IT RIGHT?

was scrawled on the bathroom wall.

Suggesting landscape and cloudscape,

as a sick man who imagines

the illness outside of himself.



6.

Anonymity was growing cold

when death technologies were invented.

She spoke of taking pains to

be a good host.  But what do cyborgs eat?

she asked the Panel on Non-food Cuisine.



7.

“Don’t worry. We won’t let you die,”

culture said to anarchy.

Too few skeletons in the closet

to make things interesting. “Born

in Hoboken”is only half-epitaph.



8.

She thought she’d seen a ghost. 

But disembodiment is a technological

fantasy, meant to signify transcendence

of materiality.  No syntax

for the concept of memory vs. Memorex.



9.

He said of the abdominal cavity:

“Such a primitive place. One expects

to find paintings of buffalo on the wall.”

Inside the gallery was another gallery.

Inside that a sanctuary.



10.

I’ve never met a utopia I didn’t like.

Simulated war and simulated pain.

 “This is not a pipe” written in mind or eye.

Simulated love on the Simulator Channel.

A home inside the neutral gleam.

 















Maxine Chernoff's
 newest book is Among the Names (Apogee Press).  She co-edits New American Writing with Paul Hoover and serves as chair of Creative Writing at SFSU.

 




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